wow not using this tumblr has gotten me so offtrack with weightloss its insane.
Time to get back on track and at 107 pounds I need to loose at least 25. this is a fucking nightmare.
Ive stopped restricting and just been full on bulimic since november, I don’t know what to say … I don’t have anything to say for myself.
I’ll approach this the positive way… I’m going to be thin, I have to be …
having an eating disorder is fucking expensive, i spent most of my paycheck on food ..like nice restaurant food (which i just purge)… i buy restaurant food because i starve the whole day.and when it gets to dinner time i’m relieved that i haven’t eaten the whole day…then i get kind of psycho and crave so many things at once.. then usually go sit at a restaurant by myself order what i want. purge. diet coke, cigarettes go home and pass out. fuck that